I had a meltdown this morning....I got my hair cut last night and this morning it was not doing what I wanted it to at all. ie: meltdown beginning.
I feel very overwhelmed by things I want to get done that just don't seem to happen. Things as simple as meeting my mom for lunch seem to keep taking a back burner! We have a lovely life and the most wonderful son, but sometimes it just doesn't seem like we will ever fit it all in... whatever "it all" may be.
I know some of this is my fault I put a lot on our plate, too much in fact. But I like my life like that, I like having "too much" to do. I don't like to be bored, and I don't like to leave projects lingering.
My car starting leaking oil so just add that to the list, which is hard because I really don't want to (CANT) be out of a car at all right now.
I know it will all get done, I know nothing is life or death. I just wish the list would stop being neverending already!
And someday, I want to have NOTHING to do, and have a lovely family day the three of us... someday soon.
I keep reminding myself I need to slow down and take everything in, I hate that the first six months went by in a blink of an eye.... I need to post the quote above on our bathroom mirror, just add it to the list of things to do ;)